I thought you meant what you promised. Silly me.

Sunday, 04 March 2012

I thought you meant what you promised. Silly me.
I find it really hard to accept that some things in life will never go back to the way it used to be, and all I can do is think about it all the time, wishing I could relive it. When I close my eyes, I think about all the good times we had, but it's all in the past and I can never get it back. I loved those days and I miss them so much. It hurts to know that those memories will always stay in my mind no matter what I do, but I know it's impossible to go back

There are times when I wish certain people could read my thoughts. So they’ll know what I’m too scared to say.

sometimes you have to realize that the people you can’t live without, can live without you

Do you miss him at the most happy and fulfilling times of your life? Just because you
miss him when the world is quiet and you feel alone, doesn't mean you love him. You will
miss anyone when you’re lonely. It’s when your life is going great and you still feel that
ache in your heart because he isn’t there to see the genuine smile on your face, and
happiness in your life.

I hope you drop a penny off the empire state building, and then decide you really like that penny, and jump after it.

No one looks back on their life and remembers
the nights they got plenty of sleep.

Am I mad at you? That’s your main concern after shattering my whole
world? Mad for what? Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for
letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact
you didn’t even have the decency to tell me to my face? Or the way you
think it’s crazy that I’m crying over it cause to you breaking up is no big
deal. Am I mad at you?… no. More like crushed… did I ever really know
you?

If people are trying to pull you down, be proud - because it only means that you're above them.

you know what? yes I have changed. I'm not as nice as I used to be, I don't want to get used & walked all over. I don't trust everyone, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because all they're going to do is leave in the end. I have changed, because I realized I'm the only person I can depend on

Out of all the things I could do with you, I look forward to sleeping with you the most. And I don’t mean the sleeping with you like having sex. I mean just like sleeping in the same bed with you, you holding me in your arms, hearing your heart beat. Having me fall asleep right next to you and you waking up right next to me.

Never get too attached to anyone because attachments lead to expectations & expectations lead to disappointments.

Goodbyes make you think. They make you realize who you had, what you've lost, & what you've taken for granted.

You know.. when you sit there and promise a girl you'll always be there when the rest of the world walks out; she expects you to be there. Not break your promise. That -kinda- fucks shit up. Just sayin'

I speak the truth; but I guess that's like a foreign language.

"you fail." said someone. And I was thinking: yeah, like your mom's abortion.

Congratulations, you won. I have finally stopped trying. You are out of my life. Probably forever. But just remember, that when you realize that you lost your best friend, it was your fault. Don't you dare try and pin this on me. I have done my fair share of messing up, but this one, it's not my fault whatsoever.

What`s a soul mate? Well, it`s like a best friend but more, it`s the one person
in the world who knows you better than anyone else. It`s someone who makes you a
better person, but actually they don`t make you a better person, you do that
yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone you carry with you
forever. It`s the one person who knew you & accepted you & believed in you
before anyone else did, or when no one else would. & no matter what happens,
you`ll aways love them. Nothing can ever change that.

"I love food and hate exercise. I don’t have time to work out… I don’t want to be on the cover of Playboy or Vogue. I want to be on the cover of Rolling Stone or Q. I’m not a trend-setter… I’m a singer… I’d rather weigh a ton and make an amazing album then look like Nicole Richie and do a shit album. My aim in life is never to be skinny."
-Adele Adkins

The hardest part about walking away from someone is the part where
you have to realize that no matter how slow you go, that someone
will never run after you.

Because when she's not talking to him, she's not happy. And it really sucks and it's really stupid to allow yourself to rely on someone so severely, but she couldn't help it. She told herself, and all her friends, and anybody that cared to ask, that yeah, she was over it. They hadn't talked in a week, but that was okay. So, how come her heart still raced and her stomach still dropped whenever she saw his name?

Butterflies can't see their wings. They can't see how beautiful they are, but everyone else can. People are like that too.

I realized that that I was holding on to something that didn't exist anymore.
The things we like and dislike change. And we can wish they wouldn't all day
long, but that never works.

It's taken me awhile, but i'm learning that letting go of the past is a good
thing. It doesn't mean forgetting, it just means moving on and you can't enjoy
the present when you're stuck in the past.

The more you think about it the more power you give it. Remember what
happened, but know you can't move forward by looking backward.

The best feeling comes when you realize that you’re perfectly happy without the people you thought you needed the most.

Overthinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, turns things around, makes you
worry, and just makes things worse than they actually are.

Boys, if you don't look like Calvin Klein models, don't expect us to look like Victoria's Secret Angels.

You never really stop loving him, you just learn to live without him.

I know you miss me. I can tell by the way you ignore me.

Oh, you love me? Ha, save it. If you loved me, you wouldn't have lied. If
you loved me you wouldn't of broken all of your bullshit promises. If you
loved me, you would care to still call me once in awhile to see how I'm
doing. If you loved me, you would be missing me right now, like I have to
deal with missing you. If you loved me, you wouldn't of replaced me so easily.
If you loved me, you wouldn't have taken the easy way out, and walked
away, when I was still holding on.

It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life
starts going okay, another falls spectacularly to pieces.

The first person who is on your mind the moment you open your eyes after a very
long sleep is the reason either of your happiness or pain. And most of the time,
both.

If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loves the first one you wouldn’t have fallen for the second.

I gave up on you. Not because I don't love you, not because I don't want to be with you anymore, but because not once did you ever fight for me.

You know you truly care about someone when you try and convince yourself that you don't.

It used to kill me to go a day without talking to you. Well kid, I can't even remember the last time we spoke - and guess what? I'm still alive.

You can spend minutes, hours, days, or even weeks over-analyzing a situation,
trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've been.. or
you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the hell on.

Be careful with who you open up to. Only a few care, the rest are just curious.

The awkward moment when you're really really angry and everyone is trying
to cheer you up by making you laugh and they bring out that little smirk on
your face and you think to yourself "No. I'm mad, Stop it."

I'm waiting for the day when you realize what you gave up on.

You can't have a better tomorrow if you're still thinking about yesterday.

It’s hard when someone special ignores you, but it’s even harder pretending you don’t care.

You know that feeling of waiting for someone. I mean really waiting for someone - standing in front of a restaurant in the cold and having hundreds of people pass you on the sidewalk. And you don't want to do anything else, because you're afraid you might miss something - that somehow if you don't spot him right away, he'll walk right by. So you stand there and you don't do anything except think about how you're standing there. Occasionally you might look at your watch, or check your cell phone to see if it's accidentally on silent, even though you already checked for that a minute ago. That's what this is starting to feel like.