Saturday, 21 January 2012
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Feelings aren't supposed to be logical.
At the end of the day you can either focus on what's
tearing you apart, or what's holding you together.
People always leave. Sometimes they come back.

there are two kinds of secrets: those we keep from others and the ones we hide from ourselves.

I never get jealous when I see my ex with someone else, because my parents always taught me to give my used toys to the less fortunate.

Even though I'm moving on, I will never forget you. All because you were my first true love. And there will come a time in my life when I will thank you for that because by you breaking my heart, it made me a little bit stronger and you made me a little bit closer to finding the one that I'm meant to spend the rest of my life with. The scary thing is; all the pain you put me through, with a snap of your fingers I'd run back so fast. So I bet you love to know you can have me at any moment if you want.
Pain is inevitable, but suffering . . is optional
I miss how you kissed me and how you reached for my hand. I miss laying in bed and falling asleep next to you. I miss hearing your heart beat and how you twitch when you're tired. I miss how you wake up just to pull me closer. I miss your cheesy smiles and the way you looked at me. I miss our late night talks. I guess the bottom line is that I just miss you.

You cannot go back in time, even if you wish it with every fiber of your being, your heart and soul, even if you think about it every day. Trust me. I know.

I'd rather people think that I'm okay, than them knowing that I'm not.

how many times do we forgive someone
just because we don't want to lose them,
even though they don't deserve our forgiveness?

I hate the mood when I don't feel like talking to
anyone, faking a smile, pretending to be happy like I
always do, but at the same time, I don't know what's wrong.
I've been hurting from every direction possible, and, "everything will be alright . ." just doesn't even sound believable at this point.

You know what hurts most? The seconds in the morning where you've just woken up, and for those mere precious seconds, you've forgotten the reasons you're unhappy; the reasons you're so broken. And then it hits you again, like a stab to the heart, and you remember all the reasons you didn't want to wake up. Yeah, that hurts.

"People do not care about you as much as you think"

he's a sweetheart, an amazing friend & fabulous. he wanted me to meet his family, he wants to hang out, he thinks i'm beautiful & he always makes sure i'm happy, but when there's nothing there.. there's nothing there.

giving up is the easiest thing you could ever do, but holding it all together when everyone expects you to crumble, that's true strength.
There were some things I wanted to tell him, but I knew they would hurt him, so I buried them and let them hurt me.

Even though I now see what a jerk you turned out to be,
I still find myself picturing the good part about you.
And that's what makes me miss you the most.

it’s hard to stay positive when nothing ever goes right.
Go ahead, talk about me behind my back. Rumors are just as fake as the people who start them.

I don't want to face the truth right now
But that's not who I am.
Open your eyes, the possibilities are endless . .

"I suck with words, but sometimes words aren't the thing. Love isn't about words, it's about what you do. And what I did, running away, it was stupid. We both know love is a big, scary, evil concept. But if you feel it, it's going to follow you around like a hungry dog. I didn't mean to say that love is a dog. I just mean I'm not going anywhere. I love you. If love beats us up, let's just beat it up right back. We can do this. If you're ready to make the jump, I'll be right there to catch you."

"Losers aren't the people who don't win, losers are people who are so afraid of not winning, they don't even try."

I don’t care how many fish there are in the sea. I don’t want a fish. I want you.
Letting go is much easier said than done. You grow to love someone and letting them go is like losing a part of you. Whenever you know you must let go because it's what is best for you, you keep thinking of reasons to stick around. I know what I must do. It's not going to be easy and it will take time for me to completely let go, but it's what I need to do.

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